| I'm starting to feel a little creative, mostly because I have nothing to do. And Eric's putting up new songs, which only make me miss him more but I love his voice.
I'm so bored. Everything sucks without him, especially TV.
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Rob Roy
By Liam Neeson, Jessica Lange, John Hurt, Tim Roth, Eric Stoltz
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So I finally got that biopsy over with. I'm not going to lie, it hurt like several bitches on several bitch boats. And it isn't over yet...seems I could be staying with Mom even longer, just waiting for the results. All I want to do is go home to Eric. I can hardly function without him.
Without him, I have no muse, no desire, no hope...
Everything is on hold until we're back in each other's arms.
When I left, we all thought is was just going to be for a few days...then it turned into a week, then two...now it could be two more. It's torture. Since we got together, six months ago, we spent almost every day together.
I've never missed someone so much.
I need him, especially right now, and Mom has NO sympathy for us. She's not completely heartless (though I used to think so). It's just that when something has her focus, she can't see anything else. Tunnel vision. And while I'm thankful for having her support, I'm not sure how long I can stand it here.
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| I miss Eric so bad I can't see straight.
This has got to be the 3 millionth time I've been stranded in Houston. MOTHERFUCKING BIOPSY.
I don't want to talk about it. |
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| Around this time last year, I was a wreck. I was trying to figure out who I was and losing EVERYTHING. Now I realize I'm ok. Even though I'm broke as shit, and my dad's in prison, and I'm in between living situations...and I probably drink and smoke too much (or maybe not enough). There are far too many things going well right now for me to bitch and mope. I'm so in love with Eric. I never would have thought it possible to need someone this much. But I do. Everything's going to be alright. |
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| I'm kind of sad today, and very unmotivated. Courage the Cowardly Dog frightens me. |
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